http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/mtulliver/index.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457 ... http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93896.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= I am home in bed sick, and I should be sleeping or trying to sleep. But I got on this here blog site and got myself all wired up and wanting to write.Haven't written a post in a long time. Just haven' Fri, 12 Mar 2010 06:56:34 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93896.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93624.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= Having been reared in a pathologically religious home, I'm a pretty ambivalent Christian. The story's beautiful, you know -- that earthly power is subject to the forces of love -- it's just the storyt Sat, 20 Feb 2010 16:18:13 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93624.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93447.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= "At another time in my life, figuring things out was practically an obsession. I'm coming to accept that there are some things I'll just never know and others I'll never understand."I just wrote that Sun, 07 Feb 2010 20:14:44 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93447.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93353.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= ...I'm sorry that there's a piece of me that wants to be in the "in" group, that wants to condemn others, and that such shit was about ten per cent of my blog that generated so much conflict and pain Tue, 02 Feb 2010 13:32:24 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93353.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93285.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= A few years ago I found myself in a situation where I might have been sued in a work situation -- I had gone out on a limb for some students, and things had gone awry. I'm still wary enough not to giv Fri, 29 Jan 2010 17:32:36 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93285.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93061.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= I wish I had something really wise to say after my week away from this site and non-work-related internet and email; however, I only noticed a little more time for sleeping and a little more time for Sun, 17 Jan 2010 16:18:54 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_93061.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92846.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= Signing off while I take my break from the internet for seven days.I just hope that the hard copies of human beings are as nice as the virtual ones. Sat, 09 Jan 2010 19:20:24 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92846.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92792.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= I SHOULD BE WRITING A TEST REVIEW SHEET that tells the students what will be on the test so they can all get As!!!! But I want to read blogs and I'm needing a little blog attention, so I'm writing one Thu, 07 Jan 2010 17:25:52 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92792.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92683.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= It's Gypsy Tune's birthday. Give her some props. Sun, 03 Jan 2010 07:34:13 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92683.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92653.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= Tonight I had no plans. That's okay. I think I'd like to be involved with somebody right now, but that's just not happening. So I took a long walk to the video store and rented a few DVD's, then stopp Fri, 01 Jan 2010 18:29:35 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92653.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92635.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= This post is really just about wishing you a happy new year and thanking you for coming into my lives in 2009. You know who you are. Fri, 01 Jan 2010 07:58:00 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92635.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92594.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= So...you put your foot tentatively in the water and you send out an email, and there's no reply. And you get a little obsessive about why he didn't reply, even though you know you'll never really know Wed, 30 Dec 2009 11:42:37 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92594.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92573.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= Being present. It's like the magic formula. When I'm teaching and I get frustrated or I panic because somehow I'm not in control...if I can stop and be present, really listen to and really see the chi Tue, 29 Dec 2009 18:38:13 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92573.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92484.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= For many years, Christmas was a day I looked forward to, and when the day finally arrived it settled over me like a big, gray, smothering cloud that felt like Dread. Last year was different. My expect Thu, 24 Dec 2009 05:57:49 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92484.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92481.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= About a week ago, my cousin friended me on you-know-where, and I didn't accept for a while because he lives in a different universe from me, on a born again Christian planet. Finally, I thought what t Wed, 23 Dec 2009 18:47:35 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92481.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92457.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= In the last ten years, I've traveled a long way and gone through some heavy shit -- heart attack, marriage breaking up, job problems, and, as always through my life, a consistent, if slight, fog o Tue, 22 Dec 2009 15:36:27 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92457.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92400.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= I went to the window a little while ago and looked out at the street below. There were footprints on the snow on the lawn . . . somebody had been playing around down there. When I looked again, I saw Sat, 19 Dec 2009 20:36:20 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92400.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92395.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= I got such perverse pleasure out of the snowfall today. I love to see this city, the seat of power, forced to its knees. I love to see humankind forced to bend to Nature. I suppose I wouldn't be so en Sat, 19 Dec 2009 16:07:25 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92395.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92032.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= Are you the most indiscriminately flirtatious blogger on this site? Well? Are you? Sat, 05 Dec 2009 06:22:44 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_92032.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_91801.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m= the sigh/gasp a sleeping baby will make; the automatic clutching of baby's hand on a finger; the infinitely wise eyes of a dying dog; the smell of my father's suit when he steps off the smoking car on Fri, 27 Nov 2009 09:07:33 -0800 http://personals.laweekly.com/blog/4727/post_91801.html?dcb=personals.laweekly.com&site=ss&who=r,vgkkzHb7qGxdVzmtjBxIEvgSWOJDc5AgPA6WZ8awjumScZexFsSzPrgaPNUSjVZgOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTIrvxiHko0_eFhZ1KESb0OwlxYoCCWLmuOJeP5l7jsage&pid=p4457&m=